Two whole years, since my last post here!!
A lot has changed within me.
I realize I need to be more forthright about the fallacies of the person in front of me.
Tell them aloud that their being unrealistic.

Like I recently told a friend, who has been using me as a guinea pig for some cognitive crap, " Bhaad me jaae woh log jo humaare astitva ko kubul na kar sake!!"
It was surprising, this little outburst! I'd been refraining from speaking my mind in front of this person for long, knowing very well how impossibly fire-walled yet deceivingly intruding this same person has been.

I make my life beautiful.
...and my happiness is immense because I'll never harm anyone with intent or contempt.
I give when I can and because I can.
Nobody has to know to whom or what was given. It will dilute the peaceful serenity that I receive from it.
What was taken and stolen from me in the past had drained my energy reserves. Yes. Many people were responsible for it. It is criminally condemned by the courts of law on our planet.
But I haven't lost, because I have nothing to lose.
The give and take and the exchange is immediate. What is exhaled is taken away by entropy.
No middlemen can steal from it.
I have no regrets because I don't hurt anyone intentionally.

This falsely modern world of humans amuses me a lot.
They run amok like wildfire just taking everything they think they want and leave a trail of destruction so great that unlike the real wildfires, where there is opportunity for new growth to sprout, here, in the human world, there is no scope for survival.